Home is the best. This is what I’m very sure to say after a month home I also can’t really imagine myself going through all these without the support of my mom it all just feels like a female lion with her baby on an african desert going to far buut still –
Thinking of differences between 12 years old sleepover and 20 years old sleepover I’d probably come up with bringing alcohol, late night post-teen talks and frozen durian your mom told you to bring by instinct. But there’s always a bit more of simultaneous bursts of laughs, watermelon with Hennessy brandy added, summer day’s ant-killing activities(if you … Continue reading Hygge the weekend
I’m never a fan of installation art though many people consider it to be one of the most interesting parts of exhibitions in the way that you can interact in person and get loads of instagrammable photos taken. Not being harsh I do think sometimes when you are not trained to understand the exhibition … Continue reading Unart
耳机里的音乐在循环了七天后终于切到了下一首，晃晃荡荡地踩过夏日。她想起自己还是觉得多少任性又有英勇，却全都不合时宜。兴许也只是想玩到最后却又把自己绕进去了。及至现在又觉得无趣，人啊没有什么新把戏，一身恶性没变，轮番上演老戏码。她还在看，但也不那么真情实感地看了。她退去一二三四步，终于把曾经捧得独一无二的人放进了芸芸人群之中可以旁观了。
好像自己不曾参与过，弹掉所有灰尘，擦去所有痕迹，恬不知耻地开始对着下一位来者撒谎，没有过。曾经我想过哪怕结束也可以别你走勋章，如今却变成急于掸掉一层灰尘。转脸又笑，彼此彼此。
我曾经看着你觉得男性有什么新奇，可能没有那么软弱但你还是软弱脆弱，像所有人一样拿住命根四肢发软。命根称为命根自有缘由。于是像观看所有人一样，像爱所有人一样，无论对谁都怀有最真挚的祝福。
而我不曾经历过那段过往。
While I was struggling with depression Tania who is just a lifesaver came to the rescue, though with more real life problems to converse over. There’s no food photo bomb to expect as normally there will be when it comes to bbf food hunt, since we most recently decided to go on a health kick … Continue reading
无他嗜好 热衷窥门
同一段感情谈六年不切实际额，再往上数与其说是感情不如说已经是一种习惯。对方的存在变成生活中拥有不可置疑的合理性存在，已经不会像初期以一种观察者的角度分析行为的是非对错再在评价上加减分。 简言之你和对方无论如何努力也再难维持独立个体。以前看春光乍泄觉得注定是个悲剧，还被梁文道一语道破，每每央求说我们重新来过已经是假设外的不可能。凡有交付就将自己的一亩三分地划入对方名下，将另一个个体纳入自身存在范围中。说分开比不上流血割肉但意近于此。 这不是任何人的过错而是时间强加于身的必然。 和人的关系最终走向和物的关系。这种合理性说好听很浪漫，是对未来签下一条人身做担保的契约，说不好听点就像孤寡老太太守着自己一座大房子做栖居之所。对一方是枷锁，对另一方房子是闲置浪费。 有人说如果你再不觉得比自己一个人时快乐就没必要维持一段关系。但人的快乐本来就是模糊不清的定义。它未必全是肯定积极就像欲望本身未必是向前追求也能是逃避痛苦，依赖含罂粟壳可卡因的止痛药物。对痛苦逃避对惰性的顺从也能是快乐。 惰性和习惯人倾向能量最低状态，可能起初被坟墓而选择最终也会变为自己走向坟墓，平稳本身就是一剂可以安然阖目的麻醉针。 春天如约欣欣向荣让人觉得气血上脑的年轻，好像该做点什么，任何恨意都能以柔情修饰轻描淡写而过。过于主观的也能说年纪太小经验不足笑着打个哈哈。
Found by my mom who is one of those lucky adults that never run out of curiosity and experimental spirit of a child I took a shoot and not surprisingly it turned out to be a little bit peculiar-a purplish color hard to adjust with photoshop, leaving me no choice but to make it B&W … Continue reading Expired film
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a.去完植物园回来我问lhp，你知道树鸽和斑鸠的区别是什么吗，他说不知道我噢就说你真是蠢材。树鸽是咕咕咕咕咕连叫五声，而斑鸠是咕咕咕三声，所以在英国乡下有种说法说树鸽是说i don’t knwo do you? Lhp问那斑鸠呢，我说没这个说法，但在中国国情下树鸽应该是do you think it’s good 斑鸠是good better best, good awesome marvelous. 他干笑了几声可能不是干笑，但微信看上去少于四个哈都像干笑。我只想把他逗笑但对这件事没别的看法。